EDISON is a big bully! haha! (:
went to JE swimming complex with ODIE to swim. end up he is the one swimming laps and i'm stuck in one corner playing with water. i remember when i was young, i did attend swimming lesson. but stop half way and now, i throw back everything to my teacher. ahaha! then actually ODIE want to teach me how to swim, but i can float on water! and i'm a bit afraid of water. so i ask him to go swim himself. later afternoon went to meet jun, jing and kim at superbowl mac to study. naughty jing took photo of me when i'm not noticing. so ugly! =/ i'm avoiding the camera always! haha! jing left half way cause she had to reach home early. left we 3 down there not studying but playing with itouch apps. haha! play until 8plus then bused home.


jing, here's my timetable. but i got additional lessons coming up. text me kkae!


back to blogging~
after all, i'm still who i am. (:

thanks to those who have been accompanying me through this journey for staying by my side, 安慰, 支持 and 鼓励 me! i really love you all! we shall meet more often! i love the times spent with you guys! at least i will be my true self when i'm with you all, no need to act, just be me! =D


first post in may.
can someone be my free tutor and teach me how to speak PROPER ENGLISH? i'm hating ENGLISH more and more, i'm simply not a girl who can communicate well in english. even chinese i have difficulties having a good communication with it. can i be a forever MUTE girl? then i won't have to face everything that i'm facing now? talking makes things even worst. and i feel so useless. good for nothing. every actions i did seems all wrong. i've tried my best to change, but it seems all invisible. being invisible might be a good option together with mute. maybe i should try it some other time. (:


weekend is here!
first week of year2 over lerhh! yeappies! but in the end, still like what my seniors told me, first week of year2 already down with project works! =/
i was given 3projects: NS1, NS2 and NR2. and next week another module will have project for us, which is pharmacology! wa, dead meat! i don't want to die so fast! still haven't even enjoy my like don't need to crash me down with so many projects! and some of the lectures i don't even understand!
today rotting at home cause BB was busy playing his wow! hummph! naughty BB! i was at home doing some revision and also search info for projects here and there. at night, i was watching autumn cencerto! it is really a nice drama to watch! i really wanted to continue watching, but i know that i can't. cause i still have piles and piles of things to do. so any kind souls can buy the vcd or dvd for me? *hinting* haha!
off i go to bath now, and later? maybe a bit more revision? or just jump onto my bed and sleep? (:
goodnights!


MIA for too long lerhh, it's time for me to get back my soul for blogging. (as well as for preparation of school reopen)
so fast i have already had finish year1 or my poly course. and tomorrow, i'll be taking a step into year2 of this course. which means i'm in year2 lerhh! this year will be very tough as all those projects will be like tall as mountains. modules will be more tough as compared to year1 as we will not be that pamper by lectures. hope i can go through all these obstacles and complete this course with all my friends! (:
went blog-hopping and i found this in jingyi's blog. interesting!

♥ 60 THINGS A GIRL WOULD WANT BUT WONT ASK FOR ♥

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her everywhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING

11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything – ONLY if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE IT AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26. DON’T lie to her
27. DON’T cheat on her!
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants

29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT’S IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If shes upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
46. Rub her back–feels good
47. Give her your coat if she’s cold–thats always cute
48. Write letters on her back with your finger–feels good ;D
49. Let her sit on your lap
50. DON’T poke her hard…but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.
51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.
52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she’s BEAUTIFUL
53. Keep conversations flowing…talk about anything usually they just go along with it.
54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionatley and gently.
55. Surprisingly sneek up on her and hug her from behind–loves it.
56. Kiss her in the rain.
57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.
58. Slow dance with no music
59. Don’t ignore her or be nerveous around her–everything is going to be okay.
60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you’ll be good to go. ;D


I'M A MUTE GIRL NOW! =X

i'm simply going to cut short this post as i'm tired after attachment and going to see doctor. currently, i'm having throat inflammation. and i had lost my voice. doctor said that i'm forcing my fake vocal box to produce voice, which is no good for it cause it won't speed up my healing and will make it difficult for my voice to recover! and i'm like: "DOCTOR, I'M ON MY CA RIGHT NOW. CAN DON'T GIVE ME MC!"
she said: "unless you go for attachment is use hand never talk. you must rest more so that your voice will recover! so must take mc!"
OMG! I DON'T WANT REPLACE BACK! SO MC, BYE! you are not allowed in my life for this 3weeks!

so, for the time being, no calls will be entertained unless urgent! i want my voice box to rest! text me kkae! (:

RESULTS ARE OUT TOMORROW! WHAT TO DO WHAT TO DO?
HOPE EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE!
GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE FOR THEIR RESULTS TOMORROW. EVERYONE WILL BE IN YEAR 2 IN THE COMING APRIL SCHOOL REOPEN! (: